...Mari Dengar Ini Cerita...

Bad news one after another...
Hmm...what to do about that. Just accept it and go on with your life. That's all I can do for now.
Life is not easy for me. Maybe other people still have their love ones that they can rely on, but as for me, I can count it with my fingers.

But, its not all too bad anyway. I navigate through my life my own way.
Better to let people see the bad side of me than tunjuk muka mcm baik nak mampos tapi dalam macam haram.

Friends do come and goes.
Dah xkisah dah.
Nak mampos nnt sorang2 jugak kan.

And its really funny on how people can listen to rumours.
Invading other people's privacy.
Pastu tak nak ngaku.
Ego.
Lagi kelakar bile tetibe jea jadi best friend.
Out of nowhere.
Loser siot.
Go get a life la.

Revenge is sweet when it doesnt involve other unrelated people.
But if it does, shame on you.
Banyak lagi yang kau kene belajar pasal life ni.
Jangan nak manja2 sgt, belajar la hidup susah.

It's hard sometimes...

Feeling like pukimaks now.

Feeling like shit.

Babi hanjing sume ade.

Life is not easy.

No, it's not.

Letting Go...

...aLreaDy GoNe...

Remember all the things we wanted

Now all our memories, they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high

It never would have work out right, yeah

We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out

I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop

I want you to know

That it doesn't matter

Where we take this road

But someone's gotta go

And I want you to know

You couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on

So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder

But I know that you'll find another

That doesn't always make you wanna cry

It started with the perfect kiss then

We could feel the poison set in

"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so

I love you enough to let you go

Chorus

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone


Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone


Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Chorus

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

***Pas invitè mèmoire...

Hari Raya Dtg Lagi..~

Saya rasa bersyukur dgn segala rezeki & nikmat yg Allah berikan. Amin...

Terima kasih semua kerana menggembirakan hati ini.
Terima kasih juga di atas segala ketidak'best' ian yang diberikan.
Saya belajar byk perkara.
Saya discover byk benda baru.

Life is a learning process itself.
Dan saya masih lah budak baru belajar.

Terima kasih.

Selamat Hari Raya.
p/s : Saya happy sgt raye thn ni, thanx to all =)

~Destiny is a choice...~

Aku Xdelete, Tp Aku Edit

This is my blog, so I've made up my mind that no one can ever tell me to delete any post yang diorang rase xappropriate.

Aku xdelete tp aku edit.

Okay x?

...I'm Not Ready to Make Nice~ Dixie Chicks

aKu iNsaN yaNg aLpa...Subhanallah...

T'detik hati nak baca blog seorg rakan ku ini.
T'buka blog dia pun sbb sebelum tu baca blog kwn yg sorang lg ni.
He got a very nice entries telling about a new chapter of his life which are very heartwarming and inspirational.

And he makes me realize too...
How I didnt really cherish my RAMADHAN...
Supposely kene buat lg byk ibadat tp aku...
Subhanallah...

This year is the first time that I welcomed Ramadhan without my dear late mum.
Of course I'm sad but luka di hati siapa yg tahu kan...
Honestly, for this semester I dont really have time to think about perkara remeh temeh since its very hectic with never ending assignments and presentations.

But its the most challenging semester for me though.
Even harder than last semester.
Last sem I lost my mum & a loser ex.
This sem, well u know it.
Too much, huh?

I even wonder how I survive.
I'm a survivor I guess. I've always been...

Dalam so called 'kegembiraan' yang aku ingat aku dapati selama beberapa minggu ini, baru aku tersedar yang aku hampir hanyut rupanya...
Baru hari ni aku tersedar...
Thanx to his posts.
Whatever will happen to this unexpected adrenaline rush. Only God knows.

Allah duga aku dgn beberapa dugaan sem ini.
Aku terima semua tu, mungkin semua ni balasan atas kesalahan & dosa lalu.
Seberapa berat pun dugaan yg aku kena hadapi, aku masih bertahan.
Mungkin semua tengok aku senyum jea, tp dalam hati Allah jela yang tahu.

Mungkin ada hikmah atas semua ini.
Mungkin Allah nak suruh aku cari jalan lain.
Problems hold messages.
Bend but dont break.

Sometimes sorry seems to be the hardest word kan?
As for me, there will be a time when sorry means absolutely nothing anymore...
Some people find it too hard to apologize even if they know their own mistakes.
What a shame if it cost you something...

"God didnt give you the people you WANT
He gives you the people you NEED
To help you, to leave you, to hurt you, to love you
And to make you the person you meant to be..."


**Multiple emotions on this post ~this is ME,partially...

..jE suiS triSte..

CRUMBS ~ DISAGREE

Big world

Says he wants to see the light for once

Well maybe if you try

It's so sad

Babe don't look so sad

I've got it wrong today

And if she doesn't go your way

Look up to blue skies and say hey

It's ok it's ok

Big world

Says he wants to see the light for once

Well maybe if you try

It's so sad

Babe don't look so sad

I've got it wrong today

Wrong today

And if she doesn't go your way

Look up to blue skies and say hey

It's ok it's ok

Big world

Says he wants to see the light for once

Well maybe if you try

It's so sad

Babe don't look so sad

I've got it wrong today

Says he wants to see the light for once

Well maybe if you try

It's so sad

Babe don't look so sad

I've got it wrong today

**My crushing history song~ past & present...

Forgive, Sounds Good, Forget, I'm Not Sure I Could

Friendship can be easy & at the same time hard to maintain.
What if you had give all your faith & trust to one person that you truly thinks is your 'real friends', but in the end, he or she just hurts you in the most subtle yet the most painful way?

Well...


~What Comes Around, Goes Around~

MiSsing My DeaR fRen...

With Ude kat Hospital Serdang.

Soon to be Nurse in Action =)

Rindu sgt kt Huda.

Hari ni Ude konvo. Moga2 dia happy. She's one tough girl ya know.

Tougher than I am, in my opinion.

After all that she had been through, she's still surviving.

I pray for you all the time Ude.

May Allah give you strenght each day.

Semoga Ude sentiasa tabah, di panjangkan umur, diberikan kesabaran yang tinggi dan semoga dipertemukan dgn seseorang yang dapat menyayangi Ude seadanya.

You are irreplacable.

Semoga persahabatan kita diberkati Allah hingga ke hujung hayat.

Amin...

Love u =)

i'M oBseSseD wiTh NUR KASIH...!!!

This new show on TV3 is my fave & current obsession now...!!!

How I love this story.

The dramas, the emotion.

It's very interesting.

And of course Remy Ishak...!!!

Waahh...droollieyy... =p

And Tiz Zakyah too.

Man, they are great.

Kabir Bhatia has such a great ideas for story like this.

Keep up the good work.

It's great to have something to be obsess on right now.

Obsession...wheee... =D